I’ve been in a funk for the past 2 weeks. It was days of half ass’ed workouts in the gym, low productivity and not to mention the flu. It feels as though I’ve lost interest in almost all the stuff I’ve been doing. Everything is a chore, I’ve started to be complacent and a bit conceited with my situation. As much as I hate resting on my laurels, I am mentally incapable of moving forward at this point in time.
I’ve gone through similar situations in the past and managed to get myself back on track But this time around something seems to be different. I feel as though I have stopped moving forward, and stopped enjoying the things I do.
I started to play Ragnarok Online again. It is the game where it all started for me. A lot of people don’t believe me but it paved the way for all the financial success I have today. It made me realize that there was potential of earning online. It also allowed me to earn enough to buy and assemble my first computer (An AMD Athlon 1400). Which drove me to learn more about computers and study the things that caught my interest at the time.
I started playing again in the hopes the it will remind me what drove me to where I am today, and what will help drive me the rest of the way. As trivial as it may seem, those years playing Ragnaork were one of the most memorable years of my life. I met a lot of people, learned a lot of things and it was when everything was simple and fun… may it be work or play.


