I didn’t drown my problems in a sea of alcohol, nor did I go gallivanting around with pretty women, nor did I commiserate with people as miserable if not far worse than I am; I didn’t even asked the advice of people who know nothing about or have no experience with the problems I am going through.
Instead I took stock of things, pondered and carried on as far as I could possibly go without compromising my sanity. Thus here I am passed the tipping point were I have lost any interest in certain aspects and people in my life.
I am very well aware of the consequences of my actions and decisions. I made similar ones earlier in my teenage life. Am I uncertain? No! Am I scared? Yes. But I am looking forward to the new doors that will be opening after I’ve closed several others.
