Perry called me earlier this afternoon; I guess he hadn’t had much to do lately. Well he initially tried to call me a day before I think and sent me several emails which I purposely didn’t reply to. I just don’t have anything to say to him anymore, so it was really awkward talking to him earlier. There would be long pauses from me trying to think of small-talk. Evently I think he got the hint that there was nothing really to talk about and hung up… I’m tired of putting up a facade for him or for anyone for that matter.
I just arrived at the realization that there are just certain types of people who are unable to reciprocate the requirements needed to sustain a healthy relationship; I’m fed up of trying to talk my way into a civil manner of resolving relationships… My point just doesn’t come across. The problem may either lay with me or with them.
I won’t assert myself into a relationship, things should be settled in middle ground and the parties involved should at least meet half way. If that is not possible then I have no business being in such a relationship. I’ve talked, contemplated, and blogged about such frivolous things for far too long already.
