Been irate and uninspired lately. I’m just getting by through my workouts especially my running, it helps relieve the stress and tension I have. But I don’t like being in this unproductive state.
My birthday is coming up and I was hoping to buy myself a DSLR camera as a present. I’ve been planning to buy 1 for about 2 years now, unfortunately due bad luck i guess I’ve enccured unnecessary expenses which fucked up my budget. I was hoping to get some positive vibes with a gift to myself on my birthday but I guess that ain’t happening.
Work has been steady, though monotonous I’m still thankful It’s better to have a job than be a bum. I just don’t feel that I’m progressing which can be attributed to my lack of enthusiasm in learning new things as of late… I’m getting stagnant in both my work and my craft which isn’t good.
I wanted to run this afternoon to pick myself up, but my left knee is fucked. It’s sore and swollen since I’ve already ran about 30km this week, aside from my weight training. I may have pushed my body a bit too much this time around. So I decided to rest, I may do more damage to my knee if I still push it.
Hopefully something good will come my way soon (fingers and toes crossed)… Until then I just have to go through the motions of getting through life 1 day at a time.
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mamaya mo na cross ang toes.. dirty pa eh. baka kelangan mo lang ng pedicure para made-stress. ^^